I used to blog on xanga- but havent really blogged in a while cuz its hard to write something that I dont mind EVERYONE reading. So maybe it will be nice to have a private little blog. Or maybe I will tell a few, who knows.
I am calling in sick to work tomorrow I think, if I can talk myself into it. It makes me feel bad...kinda. Esp since it is only a 3 day week. Aaron is off work tho and I really want to spend then day with him, and even tho I do have fall break- Wed night I am going to keep 4 kids and wont leave til Saturday...so I really have a lot to get ready before then. And I know Im a wuss, but tomorrow is a 9-5 day and I DREAD long days like that. Maybe it would make a difference if I were getting paid for the work I do. Instead my supervisors get paid for me to do most of their work. And both of them only work part time so they arent there everyday and have said they WONT have a job where they have to go everyday. Sure they have kids, but if even they dont like it that well- and this is the job theyve chosen, why would I like going every single day? And I really end up in the middle of a lot of things. Like one day my supervisor will decide one thing, and then next day when I tell the other one, she totally disagrees and wants to do something different, then I am the one that has to tell the other one blah blah blah. I prob should save calling in sick for sometime in November when I really really need a break, but oh well, Id rather spend the day with my husband, relax, and get stuff done. Its just getting hard for me to go to a job everyday that I dont enjoy so much, AND dont get paid. I mean it isnt HORRIBLE, but I dont go and ENJOY it. I ENJOYED this summer, and will get a job that I enjoy going to. I feel bad for people that have to go to work and hate it day after day. I cant wait to get back to kids, what I really enjoy. Its not that I will enjoy every second of it. There will be days I hate, days I dont want to go, days I wish I didnt have to work, but overall I know I will love my job. It is the most rewarding thing ever. Every child is different, and is a little puzzle that I get to figure out. Im very excited about my future! I am trying to enjoy my present, but Im ready for Dec 4th!
This weekend was fun. We cooked for Forgiven who came over to watch the game. I cleaned my house like crazy and totally love having a spotless house. I hope I can keep it this clean. Its so much more relaxing. I also like entertaining. We need more couple friends to hang with. Maybe we can do that some as we get to know the couples in our sunday school class more.
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